Stucked in between "UNLUCKY" and "SATISFIED"

19 September 2009 (Saturday)

Today was really an unlucky day to me..Yet SATISFIED. Hehe.. kinda confusing to you, right? XD let me explain one-by-one.

I woke up around 7.10a.m. this morning. Took my bath, and ready to start my journey BACK TO THE OLD TIMES!! Of course i did not go alone, my uncle became the driver, my grandma followed too. We went to the old "pasar" at Imbi Road, KL. Why do i call it "old"? Even after i was born, i used to follow my grandparents while they sell seafoods there. Most of the old folks didn't recognise me, it's been years i've not been there. I felt so excited when i saw the same old condition i used to experience when i was just a kid. The uncle who sell taufu, the auntie who sell fishes and vegetables.. the crowd.. I miss that kind of atmosphere.

We had our breakfast there.

We left and head on to our next destination. My grandma bought herbals, visited one of my relatives. While i was in the car, there was a black colour Honda Accord passed us by, i had a glance on a guy in the car!! He looks so similar to my ex!! I was not sure about it, so i started stare at him and look carefully. There was a girl sat beside him. I remember, his hairstyle.. He smokes.. He drives very fast.. Damn it!!! I thought i forgot about this guy!! I hated him!! I can't remember his phone number (012-9155XXX).. The last THREE number!! I supposed the girl beside him is his current gf now. I SCREWED my SPM Physics paper just because of him. I didn't know i was crying and begging him to come back. How awful he is to dump me while i was having an EXAM?!! Wouldn't him know that his action would hurt me so deep??!

Although i'm fine now, but THE SCAR that he caused, it'll always remain and keep in the deepest part of my heart.

Oh ya!! My uncle bought me a SOAP!! Made in New Zealand, extracted from GOAT'S MILK. A very popular brand, Belina. The name of the soap is "Elegance"..

~ END OF THE "SATISFIED" PART OF DAY ~

*Here's the "INTERESTING" part!!*

We got back home. I was trying to help out my grandma in the kitchen. I cut the pig's intestine and liver. My grandma wants to cook "bitter gourd + pig's internal organ" soup. I LOVE IT!! I was doing fine INITIALLY. I took a rest for awhile.

Tick Tock... Tick Tock...

Back to the kitchen.. My grandma was teaching me to cut the meat. But i was complaining that the knife is not sharp enough. I need to use much ENERGY to cut them into slices. So i arrogantly "requested" for another SHARPER knife. My grandma warned me. But i assured her that i can do it. Well.. Here it goes..

I CUT my nail off and my flesh.. The blood dropped on the floor.. It was bleeding non-stop. But i felt nothing AT ALL. I guess i was too shocked.. I didn't know i would did such careless mistake!! I can't believe it! I'm a future DOCTOR! I dissected a frog before, but how could this be happening!! Ish!! This is seriously EMBARRASSING!!

I shouted. My grandma and auntie was panic.. hehe.. My grandma put some herbal powder onto my wound and wrapped it with plaster. I could feel my blood pressure was decreasing drastically, i felt so dizzy, not because of the blood (i am not afraid of blood), I just can't accept that i was the one who cause this incident to occur!!

I prayed to God.. And i'm glad that my finger is STILL "attached".

Don't laugh!!